e13 lOves mEitiNg

2006-07-08T17:31:00.000+08:00

went to 89K yesterday. fun fun fun! as my intention was just to go have a good chat with Gigi and listen to live band. kinda happy when Gigi said there was a live band. so i thought it was chillin boogie, but to my surpise, it was an african cultural band. kinda like those malay drum playing bands, but louder. quite nice. however, i find it too loud, that 's why i went outside, and met Dylan and Waie. Dylan's from Texas and Waie is from California, both of them are from Dot 22. had plenty of drinks with em' and met many more foreigners while chatting. ha! learnt that Dylan is a social worker and this guy by the name of Choco kept pretending to be a french man. @@ amazed by the way he's so defensive over himself and yet still being able to strike a conversation with us. we played till 4am in the morning, when i suggested having breakfast together. then we went to have a chinese styled brkfast, when Karen busted me abt how sucky macdonalds were. ha! a real fun and new experience to eat with so many westerners,while watching them hold chopsticks and listening to them conversing.
a real fruitful night. and of course, still managed to have my pure clean fun w/out having the need to angry God. =)

had a week of internship and all i can say is, my patience are really all used up and realizing how impatient i was. ha! learned alot about mental illness and their symptoms. also, had a week of interations with these ppl. real fun to be observing them, although i have to wake up real early in the morning for work. haiz~

hope next week will be better and my patience for them will grow as the days go by!

stupidity

2006-06-22T10:48:00.000+08:00

my junior year in university is coming to an end, and will end tml. my last paper. a killer paper: social research. =(
but anyway, i m more excited about partying after exams tml!!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can't go home though, but i m still happy as i can find my own directions in life and learning to live with loneliness while staying in my big big house in town. internship is on during summer and it'll be my first time to spend my bdae here. aNTiciPating actually~
learned alot this sememster and experienced a different life,and still experiencing...

friends:lotsa ups and downs but it's only then u will know who are ur true friends and who are those that's wolf in sheep skin.

love:i can never love in a relationship when i dunno who i m loving. as in his characters and stuff. foreigners to me, are all the same, it's just that they are cooler in some ways.

studies:eyes have never seen or ears have never heard, how bad this sem's results will be. ha! but i accept myself for being like that as i think in life, studies are not everything. but still impt.

family:absence makes the heart fonder. especially aunt,ma, bro and daddy. of course, this person i can nv do w/out BENOOSE woo~ =)

myself:i used to think that guys will only love women of all figures, except me. but know i noe, this theory is being overthrown, for too many couples have proven themselves to me, the essence of love is nv the appearance.

God:always and even perculiar... and definitely amazing... still trying to know who He is through my daily life and of course the bible. and still trying to get a sign towards which bible college i shld enroll into.

2006-02-09T15:50:00.000+08:00

a miscommunication bet. the travel agency n me, so, i will only go to korea tommorrow. been fully utilising all my emotions this week. 4days 3 nights with my mum n alex. everyday, i m enjoyin the company of my mum n on the other hand, tryin to get that pain in my neck away(alex). every action he makes is just a confirmation of how i felt abt him n he irritating he can be. nevertheless, i m happy n set free as they are already gone! bk to ping dong.
french class is once again goody good... as Sam pampered me once again with the french culture n the finest explanation of how a
french kiss differs from a normal one. it is the exchange of two souls and the touching of each others' tongues. the seduction of french is really irresistable.=p
hit with the question of where shld i obtain my masters degree. for gg bk for SOT, dun guarantee me a degree. checked up Oral roberts university, she offers the kind of courses that i wanted---biblical teachings with social work or psychology. but i haven really done an in-depth research. will see to it.

2006-02-02T19:17:00.000+08:00

this yr's cny is different as i spend my entire cny alone! at least from the eve till today. i only met Sam for my french lesson and xiaomun's friend to get that money~ which took a real long time to reach me.ArRg... and went church to paint her basement. but i think it's gd,as in i have been to many places myself. a breakthrough for me, as i dun usually wander alone. it felt wonderful. my korea's trip is confirmed. leaving on the 9th of feb. snow! snow!! snow!!! hooray! btw, guys, i PASSED my STATISTICS!!! what a joyous moment to celebrate~ praise Jesus! not really missing anyone in particular except for Belinda, just felt like hugging her when i have the chance to see her. i missed her. although i only met Sam twice, i m already in love with the way he teaches me some things in life. and the way he noes what i m lackin of. i m so bewitched by him. that charisma that he wears is killing me. so seductive. he's just not really that cute, but he's in his own way, unbelievable. anticipating for nxt tues coming, as i can meet him again. but the fear of pronuncing the warm "R" sound in french is such a barrier to cross. but du courage pour moi.(meaning gambatte) i will survive. btw, who cant when u have such a charismatic man teaching you .

2006-01-24T20:45:00.000+08:00

the fifth day of my winter holis now... being happily broke...ha~ anway, met french Sam on last sat for a demo french lesson and decided to get an one to one french lesson from him. damn ex... but i believe it's worth it for the sake of my 2007-France-backpacking-trip with my tennis friend! gambatte!!! my class has seeming decided tat our graduation trip will be to Phuket but i dun quite agree on that idea, becoz i find bangkok more appealing~ anyway, it might be fun to have a trip abroad with them. a whole new experience and a getaway from that cold cold winter here.
this winter holidays i have promised myself to read two books and get closer to God everyday... on my way now...
loved the trip with Gigi to Lukang, bought lotsa new year stuff, eat eat eat!!! fat fat fat!!! that's all for now, gg to catch a movie with da girl...

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what is trust?

2006-01-21T10:15:00.000+08:00

not giving a call or being mia for a week or so doesn't mean that i dun care. but if u cant even bare not letting me go for my final exams, then so be it. let's not trust.. let's just let this crazy and easily intimidated personality of urs break our two and a half year's friendship. wth.
can't imagine what i formally thought was a strong bonded friendship cld be so fragile... argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whatever the case, i can always NOT BE ur friend and just go live with ur sensitiveness and get out of my sight!
i can live well w/out u too.

table 7.

2006-01-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

went to a jap restuarant to witness one of the grand event for foreign students in tw.*chun jie ji zu.* it was awesome. the food was gd,the performances,and the people to my surprise, were friendlier than i thought they were. what can i say, people do change i guess. and i start to experience the old saying:"ppl really start to cherish n take every moment in their live more seriously when they get older."
today, my life seems to be more vivid and happy, as i really found true friendship n this special bond w/in we foreigners. maybe on normal days ppl seems cold w/out any blood flowing in them, but when it comes to putting a show or smthing together,that special unity n chemistry just sparklers!!!
YEAR 2006, i m enjoying every bit of it. there maybe and definitely will be rough route ahead of us, but when trust n love abides, the world will still be a happy place to live in!!!

2005-12-31T18:44:00.000+08:00

so touched when ting zhi aunt called me yest. though i didnt know her that well, but her call just warmed my heart in this cold winter. maybe, it's really been awhile sinced someone gave me greetings that are pure without any strings attached. no deals, no agendas n nothing...
Narnia was good. but didn't really hit my expectation. i guess much expectation brings much disappointment. but it was great as my sweetest girlfriend came along too. yest night was fun n tiring.
today, went for the final packing of my room. and didn't know if it was the last nights i had been having or the change of weather that made me felt so tired the whole day.
today's the last day of 2005. no fancy parties or exciting stuff to do, but just a simple n cozy BBQ that i will be having with my church mates @ 2100. awesome~
hopefully, the year 2006 will be new chapters of adventures n maturity for me.

2005-12-29T16:18:00.000+08:00

i m officially staying at my senior's hse from today onwards till the end of winter vacation. kinda miss the times i have with myself, n also anticipating the time where i get greetings during door's opening.
this sem is coming to an end, and it's seemingly bz n fun. but after collecting my thoughts, what have i got? i cldn't answer. it's such a bz n yet unfulfilling sem. and to me, it sucked. maybe, after analysis, i m lacking of this magic potion:TIME MANAGEMENT. coz when i hv time for myself, i tend to think abt my prob alot, but seldom the way to solve it. and it's only when S.Y woke me up...then, i get to see my friends getting their ups n downs in life, and seems to handle their own stress n fears well. i gotta change. new year, new resolutions. mine's 1.time management 2.having a more stable/positive emotion to face my everyday with God 3.loving myself more n be trueful to myself. WHAT'S YOURS?
i m going to make a final dash through this rally,and i hope i can bring some glory to God n the ppl that trusted me so much.
...love...

xmas rocks.

2005-12-26T15:14:00.000+08:00

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this yr's christmas is a little different from the past. for i went to tainan and spend it with my friends, stayed at Gigi's bf hse and went eating eating and eating for the whole three days. of course, we went sight-seeing on ZHR's car, and to me, i felt like a princess having my chauffeur to drive me to wherever and whenever i wanted. FUN fun hurray!!! and i didn't spend more than 60sgd for the whole three days n it's been my forth yr spending my christmas outside spore. kinda miss that local squeezy celebration in town. =(
once again, i m homesick.
and maybe due to the R&R i got from tainan. i somehow got the energy to fight, work and study again. been and will be bz for the next coming weeks till the end of jan. for i m moving and packing back to with my berna again. berna=hostel. and Plato tuition center called again today, wanting me to get bk to work. and i agreed. i agreed for a reason, which is to move out with my bro after guaduation. but before that, i gotta work and gain financial independence. in as much as i didnt want to grow up and slack to the core, i realised, i dun have a choice.
many a times, i feel, look and live like a double-minded man, so unstable in my ways---courtesy from the Bible, but deep deep inside me, i want to be in unison. i want a life where i can pursue, a life with goal and a live that leads to the righteous of the saints.
i want to live out my life assigment.
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2005-12-20T13:24:00.000+08:00

been real bz these days. i believe everyone's da same. but i m excited for in a mth more, i ll be seeing my mama!　yeah~ so many activities awaits me in winter--- travelling rd hualian on a bike, going places with mum and lastly, having the opportunity to stay with my beloved Alice.
but before all these thrillers, i still have a big big exam to kill. slain that stupid giant!Agrr... although i noe it's kinda late to be watching LOTR, still it's so amazing profound,having so many proverbs and mysteries that's so alike the Bible. it made me to think abt my friendships, life,sins and eventually love. LOVE CONQUERS ALL. THE GREATEST OF ALL IS LOVE. i have seen it all in LOTR, and of course in the son of God, JESUS CHRIST. nv died in vain.
been praying to God to lead me through this valley of death tat i m experiencing. i thank Him for like what pst kong says, He may not pull you out of the storm with His mighty hand, but one thing for sure, HE will nv leave u! AMEN!and this to me, is the most impt truth that i had to embrace in times like this. been real hyterical and cynical, but thank God, i m on my way to his glory again.
gonna lead cg this thurs, it's not as if this is the first time, but i really hope to bring my hope and love from God to them. as we are all too tired and sometimes forgotten how to raise that lips' end to others.

2005-12-15T15:20:00.000+08:00

went to world gym yest to get my running shoes and umbrella back, when an awful surprise hit me. my shoes were gone!and when the staff there called this noon, saying no others saw it, i was devasted. it's like, c'mon, i haven been losing any thing since i last lost my hp, for record. kinda down now. and it's also this incident that made me realised how many times hv i been so normal abt my missing things. is it as u grow older u learn to appreciate and cherish your things more? for to me, it's like they are nv replacable when you can always get the same design or even a better model in the store.
living in tw alone for more than two years now, makes me learn appreciation and of course to treasure whatever i hv got. but the fact of having to be in sch for most of my days makes life seems so much duller. yucks!when can i learn to love whatever i have in sch?just simply tired of it now. just a mth more and i will be having fun with my mama. will definitely miss spore as i wont be back for cny. hopefully i can have new things to talk abt and new thoughts to get me thinking in a different direction. doing the things that interests me. yeah~ ha~ woah!!!

again.

2005-12-14T21:02:00.000+08:00

had dinner cum supper at ten pm yest. went to this place named, "dong tang", a dinning place for bbq and steamboats. ate quite abit yest. and with these friends that will nv hv a lost of words, made me slept at four in the morn. so damn tired. and what's more, there was a spanish test this morn at 8a.m!!! and of course i woke up, but then i was kinda pissed for lack of sleep and till now, i still cant figure out how can a man hv so much to say!!! this particular friend of mine,C.W. is practically a machine gun that shoots non-stop!it's so scary for there's no guarantee of reaching home on time with him ard.
but once again, i wana thank God for my gd grade for spanish. studied just this morn! but i dun really like the rushing of work which i m always experiencing these days. i m evolving ard my work and not my work ard me!AgRR... anyway, xm agreed to sponsor half of my air ticket to korea this comin feb. happy for i can get to see her. worried, for i do not know if i cld fight the cold. kinda in a dilemma now. any sugguestions?
cant wait for my tiny little cell grp composing of four ppl tml! love sharing deep thoughts and bringing the passion of Christ to a higher lvl with my beloved babes.
althought life is tough and tired, with friends and ppl like that life isnt not worth the living too.

2005-12-12T19:15:00.000+08:00

so cold today. 16 degree c. tml's 13-14d.c. *chillin* what's more? there's this stupid retest that i dreaded, but so inevitably needed to be taken. duh~ maybe i m just tired of studying. kinda cant get anything out of it, besides gettin more theories in my brain. getting so lethargic. i miss home, CHC, and friends. of course, my beloved benoose, that nv fails to get cranky with me. and that funny tennis friend and bro! they nv fail, nv fail to make me laugh!
as it's cold, and like what bro says, i m starting to eat like nv before! cold=needin more energy to keep warm=eattin more=FATS!!! what a life, what a vicious cycle! been watching STC,these days. and realising how cynical this world had become. love's distorted. love's not there. parents not calling. everybody is chasing after this little monster by the name of vitamin M. hate it. when can we ever get contented? when can we start to appreciate what we have? well, it's definitely a challenge for me.
quitted my job at PLato. hoping i cld get more time and space for myself. or is it the ample time that i always wanted was the source of trouble? so many questions spinning in my mind. not one seems to be untied. why? why? why?
so tired of everything, can the things ard me stop changing so fast? i need a breather~
pls help me GOD, AMEN.

Se Souvenir des Belles Choses.

2005-12-10T16:42:00.000+08:00

"Se Souvenir des Belles Choses"

many nominations and awards from the Casaer's Awards in 2003. a pretty nice show. a love story. that's how i spend my sat noon. for i woke up pretty late today, 1252, to be exact.
cant make up my mind to choose from one of the emotion words to descibe my feelings for today. but all i wanna say is that, i really missed the time when so many ppl come cramping in my room for the last four days.

sunday:Gigi.
monday:Gigi,Lori,Chuan Wen n Yu Kai.
tuesday:Lori.
wednesday:i went to Gigi's.
thursday:back with myself.
friday: Lori again.

fun and crampy. really missed their company as they nv fail to bring warmth and laugher to my tiny weeny room.cant imagine i will be going back to the hostel nxt sem. kinda irritated at first, but after learning that i cld stay with berna uplifts me again. yeah~
so many work to do, so little time for myself. cant wait for the day of graduation. so that i can earn till i explode!ha! cant wait for so many things to happen. but in the meantime, i really hope i can endure and learn to savour the taste of uni's life and the south china sea's distant from my beloved family and friends. not going back for cny, coz ma will come visit. *anticipating*
unrest wkend full of work and unwashed clothes, awaits me...

2005-12-09T17:50:00.000+08:00

maybe she saw it coming, that's why she is asked to be thirfty.
maybe she's wicked and he's dumb, that's why that are together.
maybe he's cunning and she's nice, that's why they are together.
maybe because of the things that has happened,that's why she's strong.
maybe there's too much for her to bear, that's why she's tired.
maybe it's too unfair for her, that's why she's not giving up.
maybe it's all shit and nonsense, that's why she decided to ignore.
maybe she have heard too much, that's why she decided put out that passion in her.
maybe she's still serching for courage,that's why she's quiet.
maybe telling reminds her of pain, that's why she chose isolation.
maybe too much fear gripped her, that's why she anticipated for love.
maybe her unconscious mind wanted to break free,that's why she's protesting.
maybe she's sad, that's why she wanted to cry.
maybe there's too much pain, that's why she decided to not cry.
maybe it's because of them, that's why she swored nv to be like them.
maybe all their promise never come to pass, that's why she nv believed in promises.
maybe God really has a plan for her, that's why she lived on.
maybe bad things really happens to gd ppl, that's why she accepted her truth.
maybe he's always there for her, that's why she misses him.
maybe... that's why.

so long

2005-12-03T16:40:00.000+08:00

i thought i can never blog again, but somehow, it's really the best way to get connected with my friends, no matter where they are. 24-7.

really hope i can blog frequently and get closer to this world that i have long lost in touch.

anticipating...

no more no more

2005-07-01T11:32:00.000+08:00

hey there, no more bloggings... good bye.

the alchemist

2005-05-12T18:01:00.000+08:00

had class early in da morn~ eight am and it feels great! coz after attending two classes, i skipped one~ cool.. i guess this is the only way to escape frm DA buzydobbie world! yeah!!! cant wait for sis vonne, lian, pierre bro n tennis friend to come this sunday... but at da same time burden w lotsa reports and melancholy... coz i misses my homeland so much. and i just cant get a connection w ppl here somehow. life's getting boring for me, coz i cant shop, chill out n hit the cinemas as often as i do in spore. what a misery~ but i guess this the way to grow n stuff~ wth... @@
it's raining cats n dogs here in tw, but i kinda like watching the rain falling on my window panels... makes me yearning more for home n my unbelievable mum. she's amzing! ha! lol~
no church meetings today, no tutoring, no one's in da rm, no noise, no nothing, only da rain n me. ^^

book in hand:THE ALCHEMIST

this is tough

2005-05-12T11:16:00.000+08:00

i miss home. i miss my nagging ma, my sacastic bro, my loving daddy, my crazy aunt, my cool granny and all my dudes~ when can i get home? when it's done? when when when... it sucked big time to find myself all alone in this small place, doing practically da same thing each day, wondering if i cld get my cert n just kick my ass outda sch~ i m saying it again I MISS HOME!!! u heard me? get me some air ticts and let me fly! rest is definitely vital, but i m not really getting it~ all these routines simply drives me crazy. yuckz, shoo~ go away!

whatever

2005-04-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh! how longgy can it get for me to get u guys posted again? i m sorry. desole~ i m still in "gd shape" so no worries guys, cant get any fatter... so worried, i m wondering if marie france wana my "before" photo and get paid??? anyway, i m fine here, i guess... exams are round da corner for me, comin the wk after nxt's tues all da way to fri. pls do keep me in ya prayers.. gettin more involved in church w da youths, this grp tt i m taking. they are so fun and of coz needin more word of God and role models in their lives, but i m happy coz i m helpin. actually, sometimes i do get a little lonely here... a little tired and sad... but i thank God for msn, and e mails so tt i can get u guys closer to moi... I simply MISSS MISS MISSSS u guys to da core! yes to da core! no one beats u guys man! havin my holidays frm last fri to nxt tues, but it's more like a study week, so it's not much of a diff.. btw, i rebonded my hair but i regreted snippin my fringe away... my face looks so much rounder... eww~ yucks~ =( thanks suin yong for willingly cuttin down ur buget for ur bdae in exchange for tw's trip... so touched.. or is it just pure shoppin tt u are yearning???? =p hit u guys again... chaoz...

AMEN!

2004-12-05T00:21:00.000+08:00

harloW.......... everybody! i m so happipipii! coz God is so good in my life! Hallelujah! I just led today's morning prayers' praise n worship. it was awesome. but just a little out of beat for praise initially! ha! anyway, it was an awesome meeting, God is indeed in our mist! my church in tw, is having building fund now. it'll last for three years n i also made a pledge for it. therefore, i prayed to God asking Him to bless me with a good job, so, HE led me to work in a korea food-stall where it's pretty near my sch, so tt i dun have to worry abt transportation. the pay it's like really low, $4/h and i have to work 4-5 days a wk. it was so tiring n time consuming. so i made another prayer, askin GOD to really bless me, coz i believe tt He is a God of more than enough. true enough, He came true for me. i m now holding on to a job as a tuition teacher for my teacher's kid n i need to help with so house work too. and guess what? my pay increased from $4/h to $25/h!!!!!!!!! PRAISE GOD!!! He really wanna us to be the head n not the tail n He ll NEVER NEVER short change us when we really press into His kingdom n run this race for HIM! oh la la~ i m so excited to wanna share all these grest blessing n love from my church in tw with u guys in details! cant wait to be home! ah!~ i m really terrifically excited! also, i learned how to ride a scooter already. so i ll always ride my friend's bike which i can use for 5-6days in a week. coz God is so gd tt when i pray long enough, He really blessed me with this great friend tt can lend me her bike, so tt i can use it for free.... yeah~ but i m always falling down -_- coz i m still nt v gd at riding it. plus the traffic in tw, is so horrible, terrible plus cucumber. so... guys, pls keep me in your prayers! ahaha, for journey mercy n gd health. coz two days ago,i just puke for no reason. also, i ll be giving bible study to my friend n junior. like what bro pierre says, i m really making disciples already. tt's really God's ultimate purpose for this year i guess! anyway, i really thank n praise HIM tt i m really making an impact in this land. making two to three disciples already.... BROTHER PIERRE,rem what i said in marche??? i really thank u guys for being interested in my vision. *merci beaucoup!* i love u guys n ll be faithfully keeping you guys posted! *muacks n hugz*

a new life.

2004-11-21T17:10:00.000+08:00

hey guys, i m so happy n excited to announce to you all that in less then half year's time, i m going to be an official CELL GROUP LEADER!!! yeah yeah yeah... Praise God! so cool man. that i can really serve Him in a greater way. i'm so in awe n amazed at how God can really use me in His kingdom. a weak n cranky girl like me, meiting, could be mightly used by HIm. coz i never thought i could be a CGL althought it was something i longed for so much, but God is good, HE really answer prayers! wee~ and right now, i have already added one soul to His kingdom in less then 2 months time( but i have been preaching to her for a year till now) n ppl around me would always come to me saying tt they wanted to know more of my God, Jesus Christ. and they told me tt it's such an amazing thing to see me so close to my God! thanks for the Holy spirit's anointing. Hallelujah! Guys, i hereby beseech you all never to be tired of sowing into God's kingdom, for it's really worth it n our reward is great in heaven. Let's finish this RACE with endurance man. I was very busy from the last time i updated my blog till now. i have been dealing with my exams, working as a waitress in a korean food store(coz my church is having buliding fund) and lastly enjoying my life here in Taiwan. but i have got this great drought in my life, STUDIES!!! actually i used to excel in my studies in spore, but after i came to taiwan, my results ain't as good. thus, i am pretty discouraged n counld find any strenght to study anymore. but i know this is not what God wants n see in me. so, i really hope that u guys can keep me in my prayers n pray tt His heavenly wisdom will be with me and i ll have to boldness to face my studies again n with all the activities i have, good health n time management would be a necessity to have a full completetion of everything tt i do. thank u n pls do keep me in prayers. btw, i'll be back during chinese new year n will be staying in spore for two weeks n sch ll start again. i 'm missing u guys already! take great care !!!

happy mooncake festival!!!

2004-09-28T16:11:00.000+08:00

hi there, HApPY mooNCaKE FEsTiVaL!! today is a public holiday over here. and it's a little different here n spore as in they don't carry lanterns around but they do it on e last day of CNY. also, ppl will have a mini bbq as a form of celebration. hehe...... so later on, i ll also be going to a church bro's hse for bbq!! wee~~ wee~~ hopefully i won't get FaT after tt! =p geez...

i was working in sch yest, sort of a little office girl.. ha ha... easy tasks like sending mails to other administrative offices in sch. as my sch is quite big... but i thank God for His favour of man in my life. coz, yest was my first day of work then my teachers gave me lots of stuff to eat n drink! haha... tt makes one wonder whether i m there to work or party.... u know? quite a tiring job, as in i have to walk up n down e sch. btw, pees... i lost another kg!!! yeah yeah.. wee~~ thank God!

tt's all for now. ll keep ya guys posted! tata *hugs & muackz*

God is good.

2004-09-26T16:37:00.000+08:00

hey pees.... pardon me again for my late up posting, coz really bz n my typing skills not tt gd... hehe... anyway, i ll start with where i left.

18.09.04(sat):this is my third day in tw. I was registering myself for internet in sch. but i just can't log on after half an hour.(da waiting time for activation). and my friend waited for two days, but to no avail. so i prayed. coz it's a sat, so i asked God to really allow me to log on by 12pm noon. coz i wanna watch our online svc. and after i unpacked some things, i tried again. guess what??? the time that i successfully log on was 12pm sharp!!!! i was so amazed n really overwhelm by His awesome power. this rm mate of mine also saw tt miracle n she(nt being a christian) praised God too. and later in da night, the same rmmate n i wanted to go for dinner,but she said her bike can't work for e whole summer, but she still wanna try. so i told her:"don't worry, we ll pray to God about tt." once again, God came true for us! da bike started to work!=p

20.09.04(mon):i couldn't return my library book b4 summer holis, coz when i went da library was closed.but it's on da exact date of return. so i ended up returning after summer. and da fine for each day is 0.3/day. but i thank God tt as i begin to return, da library attendent said nothing abt da fine n told me tt i could leave! oh....... truely, God is with me in times of needs n troubles!! ha ha.. HE cares for my finance, even to such a great extent. library fine! waha.

22.09.04(wed):*John 18:9* God begin to give me a rhema word as i begin to do my qt. He said:"Meiting, i'm sending u out to e harvest field. and i believe u ll reap me a big harvest, for u love me n is loyal to me. I'm with u. love what God loves n not what u love."
then i know, tt i m still walkin in God's will. Glory to THE MOST HIGH.

23.09.04(thurs):regarding what God had spoken on wed, i was still havin a little doubts n fear. so as i was doing my laundries, God begin to confirm the word n reminded me saying:"Today, u'll reap a great harvest, u'll have the power to do it, for My anointing is with u ." =)
i have got this tw friend tt is v weak in eng, so i ll always help her w it. so she started frm failing to 80+ marks in eng.one of the highest marks in her class. and becoz of tt, she told me tt she is going to treat me for a movie!Praise God for tt!also, as i begin to update my bank book, i realised i have an additional 500SGD in my bank. so i thought it must be some scholarship or bursary. but as far as i rem.ed, i have already gotta them. anyway, i still wanna praise God for blessing me financially although i do not know where da money comes frm. lol.
i was asked to share my testimony to da freshmen in my sch. thank God for giving me this honour to glorify His name!

24.09.04(fri):went to my junior's dorm to reachout. initially i thought i have 5-8 ppl coming for the welcoming cg, specially prepared for them. but in the end only two came. actually i was quite heart-broken when i realised tt. but it also brought me back to reality, as in serving God is not a piece of cake. but one can only succeed if one perservere on.

25.09.04(sat): this is the day.actually i had prepared da whole afternoon for my testimony. but when i was about to say, i just felt in my heart tt i shall say a short n heart- felt testimony. so, i just shared abt what i had been through last year n how i overcame it w my cg members n how God's love touched me. as i was sharing, i cried. as i begin to return to my seat, i was thinking:"was i gd enough? was it e best way to express?" amist this self-asking, i heard a voice saying:WELL done." It was loud n clear. so touched n glad tt i took a step of faith to share. althought to us it ain't significant, but God can use my little testimony for His great works. after cg, my friend told me his heart melted when i teared. really wanna thank u, Holy Spirit. coz He's in the mist of us. other than these, my pst praised me for my bubbliness, coz it draws out the strenght n energy in ppl. wee~

26.09.04(sun):which is today! as i chatted with my pastor on msn, coz it's a family church so it's not diff to know e psts in church. he asked me which area do i wanna prepare myself in? so i told him i have to really go into deep thoughts. but i commentted tt our youth cg needs to be louder in our yes n Amen and also really sing during praise n worship. for ppl ll only see da diff in a youth w/out God n w God. after some talking, i sugguested that we could use CHC's cg system to operate my tw's cg. so pst agreed, but we need to really go into details for tt. Cool~~~ baby~~ Pst Pan also told me tt i have the gift of preachin n reachingout, but without practise, it'll come to no avail. so he told me tt he'll train me for awhile n when he thinks tt i m ready, he'll make me the cgl of our sch's gospel preaching team. as in i'm responsible to spark a revival in my sch! so i told him, " i know it's not easy, but i m willing." Praise God for pst kong,for now i know what's da meaning to be a christian--- to love God wholeheartedly n love ppl fervently.Amen.Lastly, w/out me initiating,two of my juniors started telling me tt they'll be coming to church nxt nxt wk(for they needa go hm this wk).and guess what??? they actually invited four more new friends to come! waoh~ thank God for His anointing tt i could be a person of influence! and i also believe tt this is the sign for me to make them my disciples. so my beloved bro n sis, pls keep me in our prayers n still linked through prayers. ^^

my first entry

2004-09-21T13:30:00.000+08:00

hey guys, my long awaited updates of me is here!!! yesterday was the first day of sch n it's was quite fun, as i do no have any lessons!! woo~ anyway, before sch starts, God has already shown His goodness and greatness in my life.

TESTIMONY TIME

the sec day of arrival(16/9):

i woke up early in da morn thinking tt everyone is still asleep but i needa get my stuff back from da underground storeroom in my hostel. therefore, i prayed. asking God to send an angel down n give me a hand. n indeed, God is so gd tt even before i asked this senior of mine, he already offered to help me. Amen!!! =p

the third day(17/9):

my com in tw was down with virus n i wanted to send it for servicing which will cost me abt 50-100SGD. but i thank God tt as i called my friend to get my com, he told me tt he could fix it. wee~~ then he was so efficient tt it was well n ready by the very night!!! also, i thought tt friday(17/9) was da last day of my sch fee payment as my father had a little difficulty w transferring the full amt. therefore, as i begin to take my sch fee slip, my senior told me tt da last day of payment is on da 30/9. so i thank GOD again for His love n grace in my life.

*still have more coming, ll keep ya guys posted by tonight. =) *

webby

2004-09-18T01:15:00.000+08:00

hey ting!

check out this website! its my message for you! ha.

http://members.home.nl/saen/Special/ilike.html

and oh, please do update us about life in taiwan in this blog k. just go to www.blogger.com with the password n sign in name and post a new entry! i'll be look forward to hear from you! miss ya!

-amanda

pictures!

2004-09-15T21:01:00.000+08:00

desong, ting n sis vonne.

ting, sis vonne and the cool guys of PS group!

ting, sis vonne, bro pierre n desong!

ting, sis vonne, lian!

intro.

2004-09-14T16:37:00.000+08:00

hey meiting!

this is your personal blog built specially for you! you can update it by writing entries so that we can always be updated of your life in taiwan! also, we can post messages n pictures to you n vice versa!

go to www.blogger.com
the log in name is: twinkle_meiting
password: godlovesme

*this password will be gone by sun. so please jot it down.

P.S. please do not edit the template or do any drastic change to the blog. you can add entries or pictures.

-E13, amanda

2004-09-13T19:38:00.000+08:00

meiting!

we love you!