went to 89K yesterday. fun fun fun! as my intention was just to go have a good chat with Gigi and listen to live band. kinda happy when Gigi said there was a live band. so i thought it was chillin boogie, but to my surpise, it was an african cultural band. kinda like those malay drum playing bands, but louder. quite nice. however, i find it too loud, that 's why i went outside, and met Dylan and Waie. Dylan's from Texas and Waie is from California, both of them are from Dot 22. had plenty of drinks with em' and met many more foreigners while chatting. ha! learnt that Dylan is a social worker and this guy by the name of Choco kept pretending to be a french man. @@ amazed by the way he's so defensive over himself and yet still being able to strike a conversation with us. we played till 4am in the morning, when i suggested having breakfast together. then we went to have a chinese styled brkfast, when Karen busted me abt how sucky macdonalds were. ha! a real fun and new experience to eat with so many westerners,while watching them hold chopsticks and listening to them conversing.
a real fruitful night. and of course, still managed to have my pure clean fun w/out having the need to angry God. =)

had a week of internship and all i can say is, my patience are really all used up and realizing how impatient i was. ha! learned alot about mental illness and their symptoms. also, had a week of interations with these ppl. real fun to be observing them, although i have to wake up real early in the morning for work. haiz~

hope next week will be better and my patience for them will grow as the days go by!

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my junior year in university is coming to an end, and will end tml. my last paper. a killer paper: social research. =(
but anyway, i m more excited about partying after exams tml!!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can't go home though, but i m still happy as i can find my own directions in life and learning to live with loneliness while staying in my big big house in town. internship is on during summer and it'll be my first time to spend my bdae here. aNTiciPating actually~
learned alot this sememster and experienced a different life,and still experiencing...

friends:lotsa ups and downs but it's only then u will know who are ur true friends and who are those that's wolf in sheep skin.

love:i can never love in a relationship when i dunno who i m loving. as in his characters and stuff. foreigners to me, are all the same, it's just that they are cooler in some ways.

studies:eyes have never seen or ears have never heard, how bad this sem's results will be. ha! but i accept myself for being like that as i think in life, studies are not everything. but still impt.

family:absence makes the heart fonder. especially aunt,ma, bro and daddy. of course, this person i can nv do w/out BENOOSE woo~ =)

myself:i used to think that guys will only love women of all figures, except me. but know i noe, this theory is being overthrown, for too many couples have proven themselves to me, the essence of love is nv the appearance.

God:always and even perculiar... and definitely amazing... still trying to know who He is through my daily life and of course the bible. and still trying to get a sign towards which bible college i shld enroll into.

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a miscommunication bet. the travel agency n me, so, i will only go to korea tommorrow. been fully utilising all my emotions this week. 4days 3 nights with my mum n alex. everyday, i m enjoyin the company of my mum n on the other hand, tryin to get that pain in my neck away(alex). every action he makes is just a confirmation of how i felt abt him n he irritating he can be. nevertheless, i m happy n set free as they are already gone! bk to ping dong.
french class is once again goody good... as Sam pampered me once again with the french culture n the finest explanation of how a
french kiss differs from a normal one. it is the exchange of two souls and the touching of each others' tongues. the seduction of french is really irresistable.=p
hit with the question of where shld i obtain my masters degree. for gg bk for SOT, dun guarantee me a degree. checked up Oral roberts university, she offers the kind of courses that i wanted---biblical teachings with social work or psychology. but i haven really done an in-depth research. will see to it.

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this yr's cny is different as i spend my entire cny alone! at least from the eve till today. i only met Sam for my french lesson and xiaomun's friend to get that money~ which took a real long time to reach me.ArRg... and went church to paint her basement. but i think it's gd,as in i have been to many places myself. a breakthrough for me, as i dun usually wander alone. it felt wonderful. my korea's trip is confirmed. leaving on the 9th of feb. snow! snow!! snow!!! hooray! btw, guys, i PASSED my STATISTICS!!! what a joyous moment to celebrate~ praise Jesus! not really missing anyone in particular except for Belinda, just felt like hugging her when i have the chance to see her. i missed her. although i only met Sam twice, i m already in love with the way he teaches me some things in life. and the way he noes what i m lackin of. i m so bewitched by him. that charisma that he wears is killing me. so seductive. he's just not really that cute, but he's in his own way, unbelievable. anticipating for nxt tues coming, as i can meet him again. but the fear of pronuncing the warm "R" sound in french is such a barrier to cross. but du courage pour moi.(meaning gambatte) i will survive. btw, who cant when u have such a charismatic man teaching you .

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the fifth day of my winter holis now... being happily broke...ha~ anway, met french Sam on last sat for a demo french lesson and decided to get an one to one french lesson from him. damn ex... but i believe it's worth it for the sake of my 2007-France-backpacking-trip with my tennis friend! gambatte!!! my class has seeming decided tat our graduation trip will be to Phuket but i dun quite agree on that idea, becoz i find bangkok more appealing~ anyway, it might be fun to have a trip abroad with them. a whole new experience and a getaway from that cold cold winter here.
this winter holidays i have promised myself to read two books and get closer to God everyday... on my way now...
loved the trip with Gigi to Lukang, bought lotsa new year stuff, eat eat eat!!! fat fat fat!!! that's all for now, gg to catch a movie with da girl...

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